Thru the fire #1

I was married once a long time ago to a man I pledged to love through sickness and health until death do us part. I started a family with him, made a home; created memories...built a life. Was it perfect? No..Was it the stuff romance novels and love songs were made of? No did my heart stop? Was breath shallow? Did he make my soul ACHE? Never.. Because Adam lives in theory... It was safe...comfortable...easy...I wanted to be the first one in generations to have a "husband" I wanted to have kids that knew what it was like to have a mother and a father. Married and living under one roof. I wanted them to have what I never had.

 I was married once a long time ago to a man, a wonderful man whose only fault was being a man who married a woman who could only love, truly love another woman... he had to know and when I knew I told him. People always ask, when did you know? I knew the first time I allowed myself to trust that my spirit would never steer me wrong. I don’t believe in accidents, random events that have no connection. Where I am is where I’m meant to be. How I got here makes me the woman I am. Good, bad, or ugly.